Valerie B Sparkles : Help bring active addicts to recovering drug addicts with music helping families too. .

Well In 2020 my 1st rehab I got kicked out a day early because I felt other people's trauma and I took it as my own. When I expressed how I felt, it came out brutally harsh but I didn't know I was an empath at the time. I still completed rehab came back to work and the feelings I picked up from others was hard. I relapsed been to 7 rehabs and the last one when I got out I found Suno the app, all my own lyrics. It's awesome how much writing songs has helped me and I want to help others I feel the ones who are in active addiction. It's like there families have abandoned them. Maybe my songs can help them want to recover or get help some how because I feel what they are covering up under the addiction.

Where it started

I've been writing poems sense I was a kid. I turned them into songs with the help of ai. I've been singing sense I was a little girl too. It's helped me heal some emotional wounds, I've been writing along time but making songs has helped me more than rehab could ever. Music has helped me get out what I no longer needed. Putting everything into a song to tell people your sorry, or I forgive you. Has has helped me so many ways just want to do better and not to give up.

The come-up

The road here wasn't clean. Jail, rehab, addictions. I went to jail for no reason, someone had something in the car, and no one claimed it so they took us all to jail. I was there 7 days, they dropped the charges the person spoke up and said it was theirs and not mine. So thank God. It help motivate me, thinking I've failed some how, makes me want to work harder to accomplish my goals. Dust off try again.

The project

The latest is An Addicts Truth / https://youtu.be/YOwhV1mUSYw?is=XV2O3mFBqodI_sro. Well In 2020 my 1st rehab I got kicked out a day early because I felt other people's trauma and I took it as my own. When I expressed how I felt, it came out brutally harsh but I didn't know I was an empath at the time. I still completed rehab came back to work and the feelings I picked up from others was hard. I relapsed been to 7 rehabs and the last one when I got out I found Suno the app, all my own lyrics. It's awesome how much writing songs has helped me and I want to help others I feel the one who are in active addiction. It's like there families have abandoned them. The last guy in the song I saw him after 3 years clean I feel so much of other people when I get close it makes me want to help.

What they want you to know

I want them to know that even though people struggle expecially recovering drug addicts and people who are in active addiction, need support from others and there families. I lost it all with my addictions and overcoming them helps when love is involved. Love confronts and we all know someone who knows someone. I look at it like this, it was a group effort partying together, it's a group effort drug addicts get together and get high together. Addicts in active addiction who are still stuck need to do it together they were not alone at the begining and then the want to be alone. To recover and to find a cure it's gonna take a group effort, and no one is on the same page. Everyone has a different task weather your a child, parent, or friend of someone in active addiction. I want my fans to feel the love I have to give to everyone addict or not, my songs are my perception of my truth and they helped me come to a point where I've been able to forgive myself, face my shadow, and love myself. That's what I want others to feel, the love for themselves it's hard to if no one believes in you. I want my fans to know I believe in them too.

What's next

I've been working on 5,000 followers I hit that mark today on Facebook. !!! Right now I am working on songs for addicts who are in active addiction. So loved ones who can't get through to the addict in active addiction, sending them my song could save there life or make it better some how. Alcohol, fentanyl, pain pills and cocaine have already been dropped. I plan to write one everyday. Next is (stuff)people can be addicted to stuff too, Junk food, heroine, Adderall, the gas station crack I believe is off the shelves now, lsd, shrooms, weed and meth. I have a list and I been checking them off, putting a cover photo and dancing to the ones that have a good beat. It would be awesome to have a show. Ai generates my voice but I really can sing having a live show one day is a goal for the future. Right now one day at a time, one song at a time and 10 posts a day. I gradually get better. Thanks Bobby for giving me that chance.

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